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[10 Oct 2004|10:10pm] |
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There were places we would go at midnight There were secrets that nobody else would know There's a reason but I don't know why I thought they all belonged to me
Who's that girl? Where's she from? No she can't be the one That you want That has stolen my world It's not real, it's not right It's my day, it's my night By the way Who's that girl living my life?
Seems like everything's the same around me When I look again and everything has changed I'm not dreaming so I don't know why She's everywhere I wanna be
Who's that girl? Where's she from? No she can't be the one That you want That has stolen my world It's not real, it's not right It's my day, it's my night By the way Who's that girl living my life?
I'm the one who made you laugh Who made you feel Who made you sad I'm not sorry But what we did And who we were I'm not sorry I'm not her
Who's that girl? Where's she from? No she can't be the one That you want That has stolen my world It's not real, it's not right It's my day, it's my night By the way Who's that girl living my life?
Found myself today Oh I found myself and ran away Something pulled me back The voice of reason I forgot I had All I know is just you're not here to say What you always used to say But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light And it's shining on my destiny Shining all the time And I wont be afraid To follow everywhere it's taking me All I know is yesterday is gone And right now I belong Took this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say And it doesn't matter how long it takes Believe in yourself and you'll fly high And it only matters how true you are Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe That someone's watching over
Someday you will find the place It's a place where love takes over hate Then you'll see all the things you do Affect everyone around you
Then you'll see there's no fear at all You held my hand we took down that wall As I looked at you with nothing to say Now I understand why you pushed me away I looked far and now I see That the only one I needed was me
**JAIMIE UR PROBLY THE ONLY PERSON WHO KNOWS WHO SINGS THIS**
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[05 Oct 2004|06:20pm] |
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Today i got cheer pics taken at this studio and it was really fun so after me, emily, melanie and brielle took pics of eachother soo here they are me and emily
melanie, emily and brielle
melanie and brielle
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[02 Oct 2004|11:19am] |
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I just don't understand how some people can lie to you, cheat on you and then break your heart and then just ask for ur friendship.. you decide to be their friend even though your just setting yourself up for diassapointment once again but you do it because you don't want to loose him forever. Eventually you either stop likeing them or just learn how to manage without them...And then you might find someone new, but it might not be someone new it could have been an old crush who you think won't be like the other one...but he is...their all alike, or maybe this guy is different and you think you have fallen...fallen hard then you find out your old crush the one who broke your heart and let you down has found someone new and you think, I hope he hurts her like he hurt me..but what has she ever done to you? so I think what I'm trying to say is, Why do the guys who hurt you so bad always get away easy? And you are stuck broken and helpless..for once I wish it was the person who caused you pain...also think about this, is it all worth it in the end? This experience for me wasn't, I just wish someone would come along for me and not hurt me and be different from everyone else because everyone i have known has let me down one way or another and im not ready for it again...:-/
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[25 Sep 2004|11:26pm] |
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Hey yesterday i went 2 Jasmines with Niki, Natalie,Natalie, Natalie, Taylor, Beau, Roarke and Turtle and Emily and we hung out and like went 2 golden spoon and then 2day i went to Jasmines again with Natalie, Natalie, Natalie, Leah, Chris, Wyatt and Keefe and we walked 2 jack in the box and we almost got arrested for curfew cuz it was like 11 and we were at 7-11 and then the police left and this guy came and was like what is this a girl scout meeting and were um noo and hes like can i buy some cookies and then he left and we got picked up..it was a fun night
P.S first in a long time i have a mood with a smile..wow lol
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[23 Sep 2004|06:50pm] |
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Hey i havent really done anything lately
Friday: TP game
Saturday: Emily Nolens surprise bday and then brielle came with me 2 gymnastics and then movies with Brielle and Brad
Sunday: Megans bday party
Monday: i think i hung out with megan (dont remember lol)
Tuesday: Cheer
Wednesday: Cheer
and today: Cheer home game
me and my cool tattoo from the game
at megans birthday..erika and jillian
Brielle at gymnastics lol
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[14 Sep 2004|06:52pm] |
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Wow havent updated in a while well lately i havent really been doing anything i went to CCA 2day with megan and saw like everyone it was fun but its like out in the middle of nowhere and ya in cheer we started learning homecoming and its soo much fun i am in the front for some formations :) and i also really want a lance armstrong bracelet thing everyone has them!! i had a dream last night i got one and i woke up and it wasnt ther...i was sad well ther hasnt been much happening lately so i will update soon
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[07 Sep 2004|04:51pm] |
Well TP is alright..i thought it would be better but maybe i just havent gotten used 2 it..our first game is on thursday and im excited even though were like going 2 the ghetto and were gonna get shot..but thats alright heres a cheer pic from ( camp )
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[01 Sep 2004|09:27pm] |
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So today at cheer we found out we arent haveing our game 2moro which sucks cuz i was looking forward 2 it...anyways we tried 2 extention lib with like a billion spotters and ashley was up fine and then all of a sudden she falls and i dont remember a thing and all i remember is getting kicked in the head and then my eyes like went red and black (like bring it on) and then i remembering waking up and i see emily and she said that i said whoa, what am i... and then i just stopped talking lol it was very strange..and i was crying and then i randomly stopped but i dont remember any of that...really weird well i got up and tried 2 act like everything was ok when i really hurt but suzy got mad so we had 2 run when i actually caught her...>:O but everything is ok now and coach called 2 check if i was ok which was nice
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[25 Aug 2004|09:49am] |
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Yesterday I went to the beach with Natalie Mendell and a lot of other ppl and then Natalie Mills and I had a hair appointment and we got highlights...mine are blonde and like a light brown and natalie got blonde....then we went 2 Natalie Mendells and hung out and made our answering machines ther funny u should call one of us and listen.. then i left but my mom had her corvette so we ran out of gas like right in front of natalies house...(CARMA) so we got gas and then drove away and then i went home
call me if u wanna hang out this summer since its almost over
414*9636
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[22 Aug 2004|01:05pm] |
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Hey cheer camp was soo much fun but its good 2 be back i shared a room with Mel and Brielle and a suite with Amanda, Ali, Kacey, Kelly and Jordan and on the last night we had like a fight with the cheerleaders above us and ther like shutup and so jordan starts cheering and shes like whos bad whos good were all bad and good in a really weird voice and we threw stuff at them and we had coach drills when he would come into our room..it was soo much fun one night was so sad when everyone was crying cuz the seniors were leaving and ther were soo many more funny things that happened when like Ali jumped on the bed and she fell off and got connected to the chair and fell over on top of Jordan and jordan has a broken collar bone but it was sooo funny and we were like peeing our pants haha it was great....
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[17 Aug 2004|10:18pm] |
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Today i went to the movies with Brielle, Brad, Paris and Erika and we saw I Robot which was good and i wouldnt have understood if it brad didnt tell me what was going on lol and then we went 2 red robin with erika, brielle and paris and then brielle and paris and i went to tp and watched football and then went 2 cheer and brielle and i helped out with pop warner
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[16 Aug 2004|07:51pm] |
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Well i havent really updated in a while...but i havent been doing anything really exciting lately...i went 2 Xochis house one day with Sarah Robbins and we hung out and got dressed up to go to blockbuster and then went 2 the highlands in like crazy clothes it was fun...and then later that night we went 2 TPing at like 10 when everyone was up..lol so Sarah and i run away cuz someone comes with a flash light and Xochis like hey can u help me take this down..to some random person...lol it was funny and then another day i went to Paris' and we went to see little black book and it was cute and today erika came over and we walked into del mar and then went to watch football players with Melanieand Erika and the footballl players had tight white shirts on...wow u gotta love that we saw Brandon and Brian and then i had cheer practice and we didnt really do anything which was cool and then i went to a cheer meeting and then came home..and that has pretty much been my days lately call me if u wanna hang out cuz thers only 2 weeks of summer left
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[11 Aug 2004|10:47pm] |
First best friend: Carrie Walters in preschool First car: my moms old BMW First date: Samy in 6th grade First breakup: Samy in 6th grade lol First screen name: i used my moms for awhile and then i made CheerCutie2525 :) First self purchased album: probly spice gurls or Nsync First funeral: My grandpa's when i was 7 First pets: Goldfish First tattoo: none but my first henna was a daisy on my ankle First enemy: idont really remember but i think sarah behymer First musician you remember hearing in your house: Hmm... probably christmas music?
LASTS : Last cigarette: i dont smoke Last car ride: today coming back from cheer Last kiss: ok do we have 2 talk about this...but probly at Natalie Mendells house Last library book checked out: Uh... idont check out books Last movie seen: In theaters- "A cinderella story", Rented: Bring it on Last beverage drank: Chocolate Milk Last food consumed: Cake :) lol Last Crush: Josh Last phone call: my mom sadley Last shoes worn: my cheer shoes Last cd played: a mix Last item bought: Food Last annoyance: nothin really annoyed me lately Last disappointment: nothin really Last shirt worn: dickies shirt Last website visited: livejournal Last words you said: walked on the beach and erika only had a bra on and then i went 2 cheer Last song you sang: Shadow What color socks are you wearing: white What color of underthings are you wearing?: beige and grey Whats under your bed?: i dunno let me look...wow surprisingly nothing What time did you wake up today?: 9:30
FUTURE : Where do you want to go?: Italy, Paris, Greece, Bali, Tahiti a lot of places What is your career going to be?: i want to be an actress Where are you going to live?: probly california How many kids do you want?: 1 or 2 What kind of car: BMW 330 CI
CURRENT : Current mood: bored Current music: Simple Plan lol Current taste: chocolate milk Current clothes: red dickies and black shorts and cheer shoes Current longing: im not longing anything Current desktop picture: me and megan Current favorite artist: Ashlee Simpson Current book: White Oleander Current color of toenails: white french pedicure from grad lol i need 2 get it re done Current time wasting wish: nothing Current hate: hmm..nothing really
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[11 Aug 2004|11:37am] |
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If you wanna see pics from my cousins wedding go 2 www.charlesanthonystudio.com and then click on recent events and then click on wedding 2004 and then click on the last one Mannese/Chiara and i am on page 52 2nd pic
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[10 Aug 2004|09:28am] |
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Yesterday i went to the beach with Erika, Niki, Tyler, Josh, Brandon and Sarah..and Erika, Niki and I are were sitting on the railroad tracks listening to music when sarah told us 2 get off cuz a train was coming lol but i could have sworn u can feel the train..which u can but ya well we went in the water and then i went 2 cheer practice and after i got dropped off at Erikas where we walked 2 blockbuster and on our way we saw Josh and Brandon so they came with us and Erika and i rented 2 cheerleader movies lol cuz were that cool and we walked back and they went 2 brandons and we went 2 erikas and erika and i are started watching Bring it on with erikas brother lol cuz some how he was intrested in it..well my mom picked me up and i went home and now Natalie Mendell is coming over and she just got back from Boston last night so i am excited 2 see her!
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[09 Aug 2004|09:13am] |
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Hey yesterday i went 2 the beach and after i went 2 Nikis house where we had a shaving cream/lotion fight lol it was really fun and then we jumped in the pool afterwards to wash it off and then i went home and im probly goin 2 the beach again 2day
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